I’ve been thinking the past eight months
Thinking all love ever does
is break, and burn, and end…
But on a Wednesday, at a cafe,
I watch it begin again… :)
I wonder what it feels like
to have someone hold your hand and smile as you walk together;
to have someone listen to your pep talk and offer to have a chocolate cake later;
to have someone play video games all night and sleep in all morning;
to have someone make you smile without even you noticing;
to have someone to trust your deepest thoughts and secrets;
to have someone who will bring out in you your very best;
to have someone to laugh with and joke around;
to have someone who will always be there and won’t let you down;
to have someone who will dig your cheesy lines;
to have someone who deserves every bit of your time;
to have someone who will patiently read all of your letters;
to have someone who can make your day way better;
to have someone whom you can look in the eye and tell them how you feel;
to have someone who can make you believe that the very moment is real;
to have someone to tell everything without saying anything;
to have someone to miss the way that I’m missing him…
CONVERSATION OF THE DAY WITH MY FRIEND KARL (08/16/12):
Karl: “Invite me on webcam. I have something to show you.”
Me: “Just take a photo of yourself with that gift of yours and send it to me.”
Karl: “No. It’s better if you see it on video.”
A reporter asked the couple,
“How did you manage to stay together for 65 years?”
The woman replied, “We were born in a time when if something was broken we would fix it, not throw it away.”
Girl: “How was your day?”
Boy: “Better with you.”
Girl: *smiles* “You are really such a ninja. You got my heart.”
Boy: *hugs* “Well you got mine.”
lost with you in my mind,
counting away my hopeless time,
wishing you were here and mine,
you truly are my greatest find
i sit here waiting for your time,
going out of my mind,
cant debate my helpless curse,
all alone left to write my verse,
cant help you’ve stolen my heart,
once again its torn apart,
we drift away as time goes by,
im left alone to wonder why
i always feel this way,
when will it be my day,
once and for all to be complete,
who will be the one to take this feat,
breathe some life into my heart,
be the one to make it start….
i cant help but feel alone,
so many ups and downs,
my hearts turned to stone,
so many fake faces all these clowns,
makes me want to turn and drown,
cant seem to end my pain,
its driving me insane,
breathe some life into my heart ,
wont you be there
as i sit and stare, off to nowhere,
my troubled mind begins to think
about the way i feel, how you make my heart sink
a passionate feeling,
of all the thoughts youve been stealing
and i cant help but think its all unreal
…i start to feel…